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What God Reveals When He Doesn't Make Sense

You can know God, love God, and still look at your life and think, this doesn't add up. Faith doesn't require you to understand everything God is doing, but it does require a level of trust in who He is. And when God doesn't make sense, it's likely He is revealing something in that moment: either more of Himself to you, or something about you that you couldn't have seen any other way. That truth sits inside one of the hardest stories in Scripture. In Genesis 22, God asks Abraham to take his son Isaac up Mount Moriah and offer him there. Every promise God had made to Abraham depended on Isaac living. Now God appears to be asking for the opposite. Why God Sometimes Asks for the Blessing and Not the Sin God wasn't asking Abraham to give up something bad. If He had been, this story would be easy. Everyone can get on board with surrendering something evil. God was asking Abraham to surrender something beautiful: the son he loved, the miracle he prayed for, and the future he dreamed about. That's what makes this story so difficult. God wasn't asking Abraham to put sin on the altar. He was asking him to put the blessing on the altar. Sometimes the greatest test of faith is not giving up something evil but trusting God with something wonderful. Four Crises Abraham Carried Up the Mountain There was more than one crisis unfolding on that trail. At least four are worth naming. The Theological Crisis God asked for one thing, and now it seemed He was doing another. The promises required Isaac to live, and Abraham was being asked to make an offering of him. It simply wasn't adding up theologically. The Family Crisis One study makes an interesting observation: nowhere does Scripture record Abraham telling Sarah where he was going or what he was going to do. Imagine that conversation. Where are you going? Up the trail with Isaac. Where? Mount Moriah. And what will you be doing there? It's hard to believe that exchange ever happened, and the part that isn't funny at all is the weight of carrying something like that entirely by yourself. The Social Crisis Abraham goes up the mountain with his son and comes back down alone. Everyone is going to ask where his boy is. What is he supposed to say? That God told him to? Some people are going to start to think he's a psychopath. How does a man explain that? The Emotional Crisis This may be the hardest one in the scene, because Abraham looks at his life and has nothing left but a single question: God, why? What Do You Do When God's Plan Doesn't Make Sense? Let's be transparent. Have you ever found yourself in a season where the only honest prayer was, God, sometimes Your plans just don't make sense to me? Where you felt Him leading you one direction, and everything you were actually experiencing was taking you another? Maybe it was a health concern. Maybe it was a broken relationship, an unexpected job loss, a son or daughter who has wandered from the Lord, or a prayer that has gone on and on without an answer. Maybe you have looked at your life and whispered, God, I know You, and I love You, and this doesn't make sense to me. I just don't understand. There is good news in that moment. When you're wrestling, when you're asking why me, why this, and why now, it's likely God is revealing Himself to you, or revealing something about you. When I Couldn't Understand What God Was Doing In May of 2019, I was living in Michigan when I felt the Lord call me away from the ministry I was serving. I took a job in California, moved my family across the country, and trusted God's leading. His calling felt clear, and it very much seemed this was what the Lord had for me. We became part of an incredible church, and a fruitful season hit almost immediately in the student ministry where I was serving as a teaching pastor. Several months later, my mom called to tell me she had stage four cancer. Here is where the tension of the story sits. My parents divorced when I was two. I'm an only child. My mom's siblings had already passed away, and so had her parents. There was no one there to take care of her, and I was on the other side of the country following God's leading and trusting God's provision, unable to fly back all the time. I started to get angry with the Lord, asking Him who was going to take care of her. So my wife and I told her to move in with us and come out to California. She said she couldn't, because of her dog, Pebbles. Bring the dog, Mom. Well, what about Bob, her boyfriend? Bring Bob. There is plenty to do out here. She just said no. In November of 2020, my mom died. What I Prayed When I Was Angry With God I felt so much anger toward the Lord in that season, and I brought it straight to Him. God, I trust You. I love You. I know that You are sovereign, and sovereign means You know all things. That means You knew this was going to happen. So why did You move me? Why couldn't this have happened sooner, or why couldn't I have stayed longer? That's where I wrestled. I didn't get a tidy answer to any of those questions. What God Reveals When You Don't Understand Looking back now, I still don't understand everything God was doing. What I can say is that I discovered so much about the Lord in that season that I would never have learned any other way. There are details I can't go into, but I can share the biggest one. God loves my mom more than I ever could, and I didn't think anyone could love their mom more than I did. I flew home after doing her funeral, and somewhere in the air, with tears in my eyes, it came out: it is well with my soul. Lord, I was okay with You taking my mom. I just wasn't okay with how it happened, that I wasn't there. He began to minister to me right there, and all I could say was, God, You are good all the time, and all the time God is good. Faith Doesn't Require Understanding, Only Trust When God doesn't make sense, faith isn't the thing you're losing. It's the thing being tested, and the test is rarely about handing over something evil. More often it's about trusting Him with something wonderful: the child, the health, the relationship, or the future you had already started to picture. Faith doesn't require us to understand everything God is doing. It does require a level of trust in who He is. So if you're in a season where the pieces aren't adding up, you don't have to pretend you understand. You can keep talking to the God you know, saying out loud that you trust Him, that you love Him, and that this doesn't make sense yet, while you keep watching for what He is revealing about Himself and about you.